on being married.

it's tired in here.
and i thought waking up was hard before, now i have the most snuggly comfortable person right next to me every morning...the perfect excuse to not get of out bed.



I'm feeling sick today...and cold. so here is to unproductive work time:

1. How did you meet your spouse? First Sunday in Pierside ward...introduced by biz.

2. Where did you go on your first date? we ate dinner at chili's and went to Bella Terra to see "stranger than fiction" (2 years ago this friday!)

3. How long have you been together? 1 year 11 months.

4. Who eats more? no comment. ok ok, often it's me :/

5. Who said I love you first? he did! we fought about it for like a week before i finally pinned him down until he said it!

6. Who is taller? him, 6' vs. 5'6"

8. Who is smarter? oh him for sure.

9. Who does the laundry? so far i'm trying to...but he is very VERY helpful, so it's equal right now :)

10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? He does, his surfboards are on that wall.

11. Who pays the bills? he does, except for my automatic bill pay.

12. Who mows the lawn? the groundskeeper in our apt. complex.

13. Who cooks dinner? i try to...he does alot too, and i think he's better than me.

14. Who drives when you are together? it's equal, we both hate driving. he'll drive if its raining, i HATE driving in the rain.

15. Who is more stubborn? me. grrrrrrrrrrrr..........

16. Who is the first to admit when they are wrong? ummm i'd like to say this is equal, but he probably is.

17. Whose parents do you see the most? his they live close, although my mom does like to make the trek down here pretty often.

18. Who kissed who first? I KISSED HIM! booya.

19. Who proposed first? He did!

20. Who is more sensitive? me for sure.

21. Who has more friends? him for sure. not only did i get 11 new brothers and sisters...but there's about 10 pseudo-brothers on top of that. love it.

22. Who has more siblings? him. 11 vs. 4.

23. Who wears the pants in the family? well he wears pants more often. so i'd say him. and thats the way i like it :)

attacked.

what boggles my mind is someone searching the internet for peoples blogs on prop 8 just to say very hurtful and angry things in their comment box. Really? How grown up is that? Everyone is entitled to their rights. I'm so over-saturated with this prop 8 stuff...I just want to live my life as a practicing LDS wife to be.

so yes, I am really glad prop 8 passed. and I'm not sorry.


p.s. this entry is in reaction to a comment some anonymous person posted on my entry in celebration of prop 8...it hurt, they reached into my personal life and tried to attack it. But no one is going to take me away from how much i love him and this gospel.

28 days.

Crunch time. No literally. I'm trying to slim down a bit so I don't have to sneak out of the hotel room every morning in Maui to go run in their gym...I'm going to be on vacation, plus I don't think Rob will allow this.

thoughts of late: I was thinking this morning how being engaged to Robert is amazing. Then I also started thinking how the only real different feeling is that there is actually a date and end in sight of our single life. Then that made me realize that being with Robert for these past almost 2 years is alot like one big engagement time, just that for most of it I refrained from talking/thinking about it because it would just drive me crazy wanting it so bad. So all in all being engaged changes a few things, but it wasn't like a huge shocker that I was getting married because I have known that for the past almost 2 years. More just like, yes this is the right time for this now...I guess that's a sign. mint 2 Bee.

I got my petticoat in the mail yesterday, finally, then I realized in came from Hong Kong. I think that is so cool.

Our apartment=boxes everywhere. My bedroom=wedding stuff and clothes everywhere. My life=haven't done homework in a week. life is good.

53 days.

I was going to wait the 53 days until we are officially husband and wife to use this blog, but Roberts away on business the next few days, and I am getting more and more pathetic.
First is my fear that something awful will happen to him now that he is so far from me being able to protect him, as if I could.
Second is the overwhelming aching my arms and legs feel everytime I think of holding him, knowing it just isn't going to happen today.
2 more days...Then the nostalgia sets in. I walked across to get some lunch today and passed the movie theatre, the smell of popcorn will forever remind me of date nights with Robert, which are seriously the best memories of my entire life.
There's also the undying need to live August 1st over and over and over again. This is the day we got engaged. we went for a hike to the golden gate bridge, we ate an amazing lunch. He popped the question and I cried for 3 hours. we ate ice cream and walked around the most beautiful city...seriously it was the most perfect day.
So one more semester at school that will fly by as my time is consumed with wedding details and I've already mapped out all my weekends dedicated to different projects.After this, I wish for time to be crystal clear, I'll be able to work and leave my work AT WORK and spend the rest of my time nuturing, caring and loving Robert.This is what i want. I cannot believe that this is what i have.
side note: birth control is the worst thing ever.

p.s. that top picture is of me doing the dishes when rob and i had only been dating like a month and i made him dinner for one of the first times. i like to think thats when he knew.